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Jan. 11th, 2005 @ 03:26 pm forgot about this
hey journal readers,

well i forgot completly that i ahd this livejournal thing. ive been so engrossed in writing emails and chatting to maria...who i have to admit i am seriously falling in love with. its so wierd. we were together for like 3 days and it seemed like just some thing, but when she was leaving i felt awful, as i said last time, and once she was gone for more than 24 hours, i was dying inside. i still am.

we chatted a few times, actually almost every night, when i get home. and we seem so in love! its great...ive never fallen for someone so quickly and so deeply. she is the greatest, really. so you know, ou here on my sabatical year thingy is working okay. i dont have much time left. but im getting thigns done. ive already been offered a job at a friend's mum's thing, who is a pilates (excerice thingy) master. so it should be good pay and free workouts! so looking forward to it. otherwise im having an interview on friday at a graphic arts company. friends of my parents. should be cool. then going to see some guy who organises the theatre productions out here. good friends of parents again. then tomorrow got an interview with the television people. should be cool too. then a photography internship sometime soon. and maybe a cooking course. yes! that i really wanna do. and a massage course i hope.

anyway...thats about it. going to party tomorrow. oh btw, the party on my last night in the phils was okay. didnt work out on the original plan but had good times with my cousins, sanya and joe.

anyway...gtg now dudes and dudettes!
miss ya all.

love me
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Jan. 6th, 2005 @ 08:53 pm just logged in
well here's my new account. im in the philippines at the moment and having great fun. at the moment i just can't get this girl, Maria, out my head. She is a childhoof friend! i basically saw her in diapers, but she, now, after seeing her after like 10 years of not seeing her, has grown up into the most amazingly beautiful girl i've ever seen. and what's more is she is still the little girl i missed and loved, along with her sisters, sanya and anika! anyway, something happened between us. we got pretty drunk one night like 2 days ago. we ended up going out...and funnily it was quite amazing. i felt wierd at first, but then i started falling for her! its not love, or at least not love like normal love is when u fall in love with a girl you are with, cos i do love her more than anything, but still on a level like, childhood friend kinda love. but that took a huge step the otehr day when we went out.

today she left and when she did, i really felt wierd. and now, a few hours after, i actually miss her like hell! i dont have any photos yet, online, cos i dont have the cable for my camera, but i will put one up of her. and if all you guys are thinking it! yes i am a lucky guy! hehe... love ya maria.

now i am back at my grandma's. thinking A LOT less of anotehr girl i was with a while back. although that was just a fling i think, so its ok. but good times! you know who you are! love ya anyway! hope to see ya soon! if you read this that is. i miss Maria though! lol...

anyway...nothing much else to say. here til saturday, going to party tomorrow i guess, for my last night. let you all know about that soon enough.

love me!
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